Unfiltered Version of ME

Before everything, I would like to introduce myself. I am Faye Angelica but everyone calls me "paye" , I'm 15 years old. I am from brgy.7, Vigan City. I’m a gymanst, I love singing but I hate dancing cause I really don't know how to. I love to eat sometimes, I love playing with kids, and also with dogs. I'm friendly and cute, I'm the girl who loves to yap. I hate crowded places. I have a lot of friends, in fact it's nice to have lots of friends but I have my very own 4girls that I've considered as my own treasure, I       love how they really care about me, how they treat me more than a guy could ever, they are also the reason why I don't settle for less. They're like a sister to me.  I also have guy friends that cares so much, treat me like a princess and as their little sister. 

 

 I've only shown people the version of myself I believed everyone wanted to see in me for a very long time. The little girl who keeps her imperfections well hidden, looks happy even when she's having a hard time, the little girl who never asked for help just because she doesn’t want to bother anyone, and remains silent to maintain peace. Behind all of that, is just a sweet girl who is still figuring things out, who isn’t always composed, and who wishes to stop acting as though she is. I use this blog as a place to express the real version of  myself and to be just simply me, not as I’m supposed to be, but as I am. 

     I’m just an ordinary girl trying to live her life to the fullest, I can admit that I’m not flawless. I tend to over analyzed everything, become overwhelmed, and occasionally retreat into silence when things get too loud. But in fact I also laugh loudly, feel everything with every inch of my heart, and love genuinely. I’ve grown through pain I never asked for and joy I never expected, and both molded me into the person I am right now. Being unfiltered does not imply negativity,  instead, it refers to be truthful, even when expressing so causes discomfort. I’ve spent years hiding behind what I thought people wanted me to be. But I’m learning that vulnerability can be a strength, not a weakness.